Mr. Man of My Dreams :)

Dear Mr. Man (of my dreams)

            Hi! Hope when you receive this letter you are in the best of  health. As for me, I am doing well. I don’t know if you will ever read this;  because you have no face, you are merely a vision of a love misplaced—seeking only to be found.

           I spent endless nights in thought about who I prayed for you to be. Wishing on particulars, men I wish where meant for me. I know you have a reason, why you have shadowed in my dreams and walk with me in

 silence; edifying who you will be to me.

          I see your strength and credence. You’ve  carried me through many tempest—wiped away my tears as they fell like raindrops in a storm.  Regardless of my insolence-- you understood and waited patiently believing in the essence of my character--- You know me--the truth in who I am—the essentials of my makeup; understanding the faults of man. You are the other half to my whole-- withdrawn from you; the missing rib God took from you to create  me; you’ve known together we’d be complete as if all along manifested in me--- your soul mate.

           Hope in time to find you; in my dreams you’ve come to me. I have traveled this path willingly—single and frequently lonely...knowing in time I prepare to be; All the women you want---all you'll ever need. I have

 learned to love myself and prepare to take care of you endlessly. I found my own independence so that you would never have to become a sorrowful man who became a replica of me. Learning who you are instead of sitting at home

 unwillingly. We share a laughter of life’s memories; each with separate but webbed entities. You have your own world and I have mine; but in the end we share in the grand scheme of things--every minute of our time.

     Learned to be patient as you create your  mold; of a person—to have--to spoon and to hold. A spit image of a man; attractive to me—yet not as I expected only how it’s intended to be. Intelligence gained through wisdom—accumulated learning from the streets and a sense so common---book smarts comes with ease. A high sense of accomplishment and a desire to achieve not for you or for me—more for WE! Mastery of your passion- creating perfection through determination and the endless  love you have for me. You’ve shown you have a desire to manifest yourself and display your love and life to a lifetime devotion to the women you find in my dreams. I will be to you Mr. Man ---I will be your aspiration, support and dedication to you without delay. I will sacrifice myself to you and raise your family. Work on hand and knee to create our truth and destiny. Only the word will this be. Only through Gods infinite wisdom and word- my desire is to give you my life; giving all of me to you as you have given to me!. Patiently I will wait for you and I will continue to wait patiently. You will continue to come to me  nightly in  my dreams--in time -- I will finally see, everything I wanted in you-- Mr. Man was always with a face---waiting patiently not in front or

behind but  right long side of me!!!!

In love with love  DTD "2005"